i dragged myself out of the bed jut now.i on my handphone and checked whether they will be any msges.there's none from,him.i miss the usual sweet morning msges i received from him.that will always make my day.but now,sigh.i dunno but yes i still care.i dont feel like waking up from my sleep anymore.i just wana sleep and lay in bed and never wana look foward for a new day.but,life have to go on right?and wad if i dont wana move on?i dont want nobody else but you?but what if you have move on?maybe its because of another girl.it couldnt be,right?i trust you soo much.
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there's so many questions in my head but you never give me a chance to say it all out.every questions has it 'why?' in it..does your feeling chnges overnight?god.all your oh so sweet msges in my phone,i dont wish to delete it.but im afraid to read them.because it hurts.hurt so terribly.im fighting all my sobs here.
a few questions that i need to know,
how you could ever hurt me so.
i need to know what i've done wrong
and how long it's been going on.
was it that i never paid enough attention?
or did i not give enough affection?
not only will your answers will keep me sane
but i'll know never to make the same mistkes again.
you can tell me to my face,or even on the phone
you can write it in a letter,either way i have to know.
did i never treat you right?
did i always start the fight?
either way,im going out of my mind
all the answers to my questions i have to find.
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